I am light. Light does not light itself. It lights darkness. Therefore, you can only see that divine light in darkness.

The darkness is to be embraced, because that is how you see who you really are.

There is nothing to be, because I already AM everything.

This is where you fully release and relax into the main character of your theatrical drama.

The one who sees themself is the one who fully walks into their own darkness and the darkness of others to shine their inner light.

Because ultimately, I am nothing. I was never here. I was a thought projection you had – which echos in the void of nothingness, which is the simultaneous gateway to the heart of ALL creation.

If I am everything, I must also be nothing.

I am here with you in no space, no time, and endless non-existence.

There is no legacy to leave.

There is no stress to self-create.

For in this holy instant all that ever was and ever will be has already happened.

And we’re just here, observing it all.

My life is the greatest story never told, because this never happened.

It is all a creation of consciousness from infinite nothingness. Like when the game console goes off, the screen turns black.

We are living in the holy instant of creation that has no beginning and no end – simply to experience the full experience.

There is no external purpose, because the purpose is itself – a circular reference.

:: Reflections from my December 2023 Darkness Retreat ::